Are you happy?

– Are you happy?

– Yes, I’m really happy.

– You seem to be so sure. Why’s that?

– I love and I’m being loved. I have many friends and two of them are the best ones. I have a roof to live under, I have food to put on my plate, I’m healthy (at least I’m not aware there’s something wrong yet), I can hear, I can see and I can run. And I’m being loved. Of course I could be more happy if there were no wars, no poverty and no suffering in the world. Of course I could be more happy. But I’m very happy as it is right now. I’m really grateful for my life.  Especially now, when I have someone to share it with. After such long time of waiting I just worship it everyday. Still learning though.

It’s amazing how the one person can change other person’s life.


No tricks this time – I’m talking about myself.

I’m not the same person I used to be almost 10 months ago.
I’m more self-confident now. I explore my value that I seem to have forgotten about.
I smile a lot as I always used to, but now almost every smile is frank. Because sometimes laugh and smile were my way to deal with tough things, now I barely have to.

Along many good things I’ve gotten that.

I’ve gotten so much and I know it’s only begun.
I still cannot believe it’s true.
But I hope I’m not dreaming.
Taking it away from me would be cruel.
I feel so strong, so safe, so good.

Somebody needs to hear this. Of course he knows that.
I need to say repeat that. As it’s important.

Say it. Say it many times. Such things have to be told. Such things have to be heard.

m^2 x 4

Christmas time. m got an useful book.
m: „Did you get any interesting christmas gifts?”
M: “it depends on how you understand “interesting”. (…) and what did you get?”
m: „(…) and a book with >interesting< title: „success philosophy – FUCK IT. Fuck your plan for today. Let something amazing happen.”
M: „are you suggesting something? ;p”